WELCOME! 
Hey there guys. My birthday is over, It's about 3 AM for my time. Just.. my birthday was just decent. No gifts or anything, I was just surprised with an awesome cake. And had lunch and dinner at fast food places. I realize that there is more to this than just gifts and well... something else hit me. I am extremely out of shape. I weigh right now at a whopping 205 pounds and I'm shocked to see myself even get to this point. I graduated High school in the year 2013 and my body was at peak performance. I weighed about 126 pounds and often exercised heavily with weights and did plenty of cardio. It depresses me to even see that I let my body get this way and today was my breaking point. After overeating today, I'm not sure if it was food poisoning or if it was the fact that I ate like a fatass, I realized that my body can't handle being like this anymore. I'm incredibly short (4'9 to be exact) and with all this weight, it makes me look extremely awkward and I have a lot of complications especially when I try to walk a long distance, my heart beats so fast and it's hard to breath sometimes. I feel sick guys, really sick of this. And I'm LITERALLY sick right now because I have been throwing up for the past 5 hours and getting to the point of nearly throwing up and it's not a good feeling. My blood pressure was falling every time this happened and the room was spinning and i literally felt a huge weight fall down on me so I'm setting my foot down. I'm done living this unhealthy lifestyle and I'm going to kick my ass and try to get back to a healthy weight. The reason why it might affect you guys in any way is because I might because inactive on deviantart ONCE again. My long time followers know that I often go inactive and I'm sorry for letting you all down again but I'm going to do this for my own good. I love drawing and recently drawing has helped me let go a lot of the stress i feel about school and other things but if I'm on my ass all day, I'm going to pay the price for it once again so I'm sorry everybody. And I just started noticing I was getting better at art too... I'll try to upload when I can but I really need to get my ass on the books and on the track. My midterms are next week and I have noticed that I have been slacking off in school just so I could spend a whole day drawings and playing video games. Not good for me because my parents literally paid out of pocket for me to go to school.
Well anyways... It's 3 AM and I don't think I'll be sleeping anytime soon since I still feel super sick so I'll hang around here for a bit. I have discord on my computer and mobile phone so if you're down to ask me how I am, go ahead. If I don't reply then I'm sorry.
